A few months ago Benji and I had a conversation at Dunkin Donuts at two a.m. over this very topic. He presented the challenge that perhaps I was just hiding behind the sureties of the dogma of the Christian Reformed demonination where I had been raised. I laughed, and I sipped my coffee. I think I've hit every extreme on the spectrum, from believing fully in something I had never truly explored, up to fully rejecting the same dogmatics for no real reason. Some kids get tattoos, I disolve within my mind the ties to the dogmatic systems of my youth. Rebellion is rebellion. Right now, I put myself under the system of theology of the Christian Reformed Church.
Why, you ask? Because, why not? It has been in place for a while now, and it has served my ancestors well. I have a few things I may not agree with sometimes, but I'm not going to let those take me out of hundreds of years of history and wise Christian men and women who have believed and lived out this theology. So I submit "just because." Probably not the most intellegent argument for theology, but it's awefully hard to counter as Benji could attest to. :)
Besides, I just like the theology. I like the view of grace and depravity. I like the surety of faith. God just seems big. It is a beautiful, intricate theology, and even if I don't agree with all of it, or all the time, it is a good basis to walk from. Of course, Benji disagrees, but he bought me a cup of coffee, so it all works out in the end.
Alright, so in summation. . . I'm listening to an old jazz cd right now. Not just any jazz cd though, but jazz remix. I really enjoy hearing those great experimental jazz songs of the 40's and 50's blending with the possibly great experimental techno of today. It has all of the beauty and strength of history backing it, but it keeps furthering it and making it better. Of course, who knows what I'll be listening to tonight. Probably Indie or Blues. But that doesn't mean I shouldn't enjoy this cd, does it? How is that for a postmodern dogma? Now for Benji's response. . . |