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From: clrclady Date: Sun Aug 29 23:29:17 EDT 2010
Subject: Response to Sermon tonight
I do not think the grass is greener on the other side; I have seen it, experienced it and now it is not; sometimes Satan lies to me and makes me believe that it is though. But my real problem is that, I am spoiled rotten, selfish and I want Heaven right now. I say that I want a relationship and I want to be married and I want to have children, but what I really want is Jesus with me in person right now like he walked on earth with the disciples. I want Jesus in the flesh. I have had the miraculous. He has healed me. I have heard His voice; I have heard the voices of angels. I believe I have been lifted up into His presence. And now He is asking me to experience Him in a much more “normal” mundane less spectacular sort away because I was worshiping the miracles instead of worship God and quite frankly I do not like it. Rod’s message tonight hit a cord with me and the asking for miracles hits a cord with me because I know from firsthand experience that they do not work to solve the problem of faith or trust. I still ask. I still ask for other people. I still see miracles in other people’s lives and in my own life. I am trying not to be a spoiled rotten, selfish demanding child though which is my sin and asking for more and more and more. I think the most important thing that has been said about this recently to me that has hit home. Is that it is not about me at all anyway? I am just a piece of withering grass that will be gone tomorrow and will not have much impact on anything in this world. It is really about God and His kingdom and His glory and the much Grander story that we are a small part of. I still long for Heaven and Jesus’ physical arms around me, but I get into a whole bunch of trouble when I start making demands out of that from others and this world to fill that longing. Or demand more miraculous things from God. |
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