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From: clrclady
Date: Tue Nov 2 14:35:56 MST 2004 Subject: Release of Control

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Boojeee: amen (11/2/04)
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Boojeee: amen (11/2/04)
May I release control,
The control that I have held for so long.
Stubborn, stubborn, they cry.
The word echoes through every corner.
How do you let loose control?
What does it mean to release it?
Humble, weak, human,
The words come to mind,
Like knives, they cut through the heart.
I was weak once; I have always been weak.
Hidden behind my hefty shield of strength,
Shoved down beneath my competence façade,
It lies there wanting to be cared for.
The weak little girl lives within.
She gets a voice here and there;
She gets loved now and again,
But she shall never be released
That would mean the release of control.
Much too needy, much too passionate,
Much too reckless, much too feeling.
She is weak, human, and confused,
A terrible combination of reality.
But she is gaining courage herself.
She wants to live, she wants to feel;
She is slowly fighting back
From all the years of suffocation.
May she be released.

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From: Boojeee
Date: Tue Nov 2 15:49:54 MST 2004 Subject: amen

may she be released and live a very happy life!

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