My Plan
The vow of competence:
To never need,
To never want from anyone,
To never be unsure,
To never be weak.
The vow of independence:
To be strong,
To be stable,
To be self-sufficient,
To be secure in myself.
The vow of strength:
To overcome all obstacles,
To show no weakness,
To hold back tears until eruption,
To feel little to nothing.
The vow of power:
To never be dependent,
To never long for anything,
To never open up myself,
To never be powerless again.
God’s Plan
The vow of humility:
To need God and other,
To want love and kindness,
To be confused and unsure,
To be humble and weak.
The vow of dependence on God:
To admit weakness,
To admit instability,
To admit the need for Him and others,
To admit a lack of security in self.
The vow of weakness:
To be willing to fail,
To reveal weakness and sin,
To allow the tears of pain to flow,
To feel all that He wants me to feel.
The vow of reliance on God’s power:
To be dependent on God,
To long for life and love,
To open myself to others,
To hand over power to God. |