From: benjipark
Date: Sat Apr 24 03:14:43 MST 2004
Subject: might be a real blog

Responses mike: Hang in there. (4/24/04) Responses (sorted by date) mike: Hang in there. (4/24/04) It has been quite a while since I've posted a real blog. I have three weeks of school left and a of course, a ton of homework. As of today it is two weeks untill Ryan and Andrea's wedding. I guess everything comes to a head all at once. I am not mentally stressing out but my body is. I have trouble getting enough sleep and my shoulders feel like rocks. Or something that is really hard. Yeah, one of these days, some forgiving person will teach me how to act and speak human. Until that time.... So I am exausted but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Unfortunatly it comes swiftly (referring to school) and deadlines arn't very forgiving. And even though I eagerly await my own wedding, I keep feeling like there isn't enough time to get everything done. Somehow I'll leave out an important friend or "something." Yes the bain of my existance, "Something." There is always "Something" that will go wrong or be forgotten or whatever. It is the unknown that plagues me. So if I do "Something" wrong in these next few weeks, please forgive me. It was bound to happen :-) Currently I am a frusterated artist. I have a painting that is strugeling to come out. I just don't have the time or emotional resources to apply to that right now. It has been retrograded to the back burner. Any spare moment I have at home I think that I could start it. I don't want to start it though untill I know that I will have the time to finish it. I know that I should be studying, so I can't convince myself that I have the time. Well it is 3 in the AM and yet again I will not get enough sleep. I go to try anyway. Good night. or morning, I'm not quite sure.

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From: mike
Date: Sat Apr 24 12:55:15 MST 2004
Subject: Hang in there.