From: andrea
Date: Wed Aug 31 07:40:06 MST 2005
Subject: Newsflash: Andrea does need people

Ok...so many of you already know the truth that I need others, however, I apparently give the impression that I don't need people. I didn't know that about myself until yesterday. I was thrown for a loop. When I blogged this past month what was going on physically/emotionally, I felt that I was loudly giving the message that I need my community, in prayers and sometimes just to sit with me. People offerred, yes, but I couldn't say outright that I need what they offer. I was hoping all of you would just read my mind and know that I needed you to drop by and/or just hug me. Hmmmm...this may be a left over trait from my mom who would get mad at my dad because he didn't read her mind knowing that she needed help. Anyway, I thank you all who offerred to come by, even before I asked, those who are coming by this week, and for those who have been in thoughts and prayers for what has been going on. I am going to be grieving a lot of stuff...(my way of preparing everyone for the big mess I will be soon and already am when I let myself feel what I need to feel ;). I will still NEED all of you to be beside me in thoughts, prayers, and physically. If I don't see you, I will try to seek you out rather than just come to the conclusion that I am alone like I always suspected! Love ya all...

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