I would like nothing more that to have God tell me what He wants from me, in a definitive way. But what God wants from me to do for a living, is not something God often chooses for us. He can, and sometimes he does, but He also gives us great freedom in making choices for ourselves. I think that God takes a great deal of pleasure in watching us make good wise choices in our lives, and he has heartfelt tears with us, when we make bad and unwise choices. God’s will is that we live out our lives worshiping Him, with our lives, and with our relationships. If I pray often, with honesty and openness, read and study the words in the Bible on a regular and frequent basis. If I am willing and able to develop relationships that are healthy and mutually beneficial, and I bring God into those relationships, so that God is honored, then what more can I do for God?
I know that in the last 10 months of looking for a job, I have had no luck at securing any position I have applied for. I know that I have prayed often that I find any job, no matter what kind or for any length of time. I would take a job for less than minimum wage for a day, or for the rest of my life. Is God preventing me from obtaining employment? I can only answer that I don’t know. I don’t know why He would. I know that God can do anything He wants to, from preventing me a job for the rest of my life, to giving me a job, which I would excel at, and anything in between.
Of all the 500 resumes I have sent out, there has only been one company that I am impressed with there work, and how they do it. This is not a Christian organization, but it sounds like it was founded many years ago by someone who was a Christian. The Beacon Group is the type of company I would be proud to work for, in any capacity.
I do not care what I do, rather that: what I do have some benefit or meaning other than a paycheck. |